All my life people have hated on me, Turned their back on me, ignored me, looked down on me I’ve had one woman in my life I have loved And I still love her today She left me, hates me, doesn’t want me Why can’t she love me? It hurts to live and I’ve prayed to die God hasn’t answered and I ask why The worst promise I ever made I wouldn’t hurt myself Now I can’t drug myself, shoot myself, hang myself